urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:beautyrhiannon Beautiful Rhiannon Beautiful Rhiannon 2003-01-16T04:35:36Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:beautyrhiannon:2186 2003-01-16T04:35:36Z 2003-01-16T04:35:36Z Come to find out, Shar is very curious about kissing me. She told me last night that she would like it to happen soon too. I was going to go over and see her at work tonight but decided against it. I don't want to just kiss her and have to leave, that would be tacky. I would rather do it when we are like hanging out spending some time together or something like that. We shall see. <br /><br />I have decided to make this my all female journal. I am going to do my icons here that I make, as well as share about my female friends and all my lovely female feelings. My other journal is for everything else. : ) <br /><br />Hopefully tomorrow I will be able to find some free time to work on my icons and get them uploaded. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:beautyrhiannon:1892 2003-01-10T18:20:13Z 2003-01-10T18:20:13Z Shar read the email then asked me why didn't I just tell her? DUH!!! Because I am shy when it comes to that kind of stuff. Funny thing is, I don't know what to make of the whole situation... I had to go over to work Monday night at 1am to show her how to do some computer work that she has never done. While I am there she procedes to tell me that she is quiting smoking. Now, don't ever tell me this unless you are completely serious because I will make you stick to it as long as you are around me!!!! She then said that she found some old cig's in the trash (gross) that she was smoking. She had one left and was going to go smoke it ----- HELL NO YOUR NOT!!! HeHe! I chased her into the bathroom where she tried to lock me out but I pushed the door open and got in. So what does she do? Sticks the cig down her shirt between her boobs. Like that is really going to stop me. LOL I told her "don't think I won't go after that". She sticks her chest out like "i dare you", so what do I do but pull her shirt out and shove my had down in there. LOL.. I grabbed the cig and she was like "don't break it don't break it" i pulled it out and broke it into several pieces. We were both laughing which was cool. I finaly left around 3am and as I was walking home she opened the window and asked me if I would go get her a pack of smokes. Ummm NO! I told her that the reason I won't is because I love her. (Not inlove with her, just love her like a friend kinda love) I haven't seen her since. <br /><br />Now this other chic that I mentioned in my last entry....she is a little flirt, in words that is. I haven't seen her since before Christmas but I read her journal every day. She is such a sweetheart. Her name is .... um..... we'll call her LadyLost! I am hoping that I can hang out with her after I get my car fixed next weekend. That would totaly ROCK! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:beautyrhiannon:1623 2003-01-04T00:56:42Z 2003-01-04T00:56:42Z Nothing has changed. Shar hasn't read her email and that is fine. I know that things would never work out between us in that manner anyway. <br /><br />I am either completely horny or just attention deprived because it seems like I am developing these little crushes on everyone that I know. Thing is, this most recent chic.... would NEVER date me. It's all good though, crushes are still fun. <br /><br />Mmm... I need to write my honey-pooh. I guess I shall go for now. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:beautyrhiannon:1516 2003-01-02T04:41:43Z 2003-01-02T04:41:43Z Ain't No Sunshine when she's gone Shar doesn't have regular access to the internet right now so she hasn't checked her email, least that is what she told me. So we worked together tonight and she was in a very odd mood. She barely wanted to talk to me and I really didn't know what to think about it. She did touch my neck and cheek though... mmmmm.... Anyway, I am not going to pursue it. I do like her, but I know better than to get my hopes up. I really would love to meet a beautiful woman to have in my life though. That would be superior! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:beautyrhiannon:1193 2003-01-02T04:30:20Z 2003-01-02T04:30:20Z Part 1-- Age<br />1) Age you got your first real kiss? 13<br />2) Age you first got your boobs felt up? 11<br />3) Age you first got fingered? 15<br />4) Age you first were gone down on? 15<br />5) Age you first had sex? 13<br />6) Age you first jerked a guy off? 13<br />7) Age you first gave a blow job? 14<br />8) Age you first masturbated? 16<br />9) Age you first watched porn? 17<br /><br /><br />Part 2<br />This or That<br />1) Foreplay or sex? foreplay<br />2) fingered or eaten? both ...damn...<br />3) long, skinny dick, or smaller thicker one? medium and as thick as possible<br />4) Swallow or dont? don't<br />5) jerking a guy of, or blowing him? blowing<br />6) missionary or girl on top? missionary.<br />7) girl on top or doggy style? doggy<br />8) doggy style or missionary? missionary<br />9) anal or no anal? I like a finger there...<br />10) rough or gentle? depends on my mood<br />11) spanking or not? light spanking<br />12) dirty talk or not? oooh yeah<br /><br />Part 3<br />Would you ever/ Have you ever.....<br />1) Kiss someone of the same sex? yes, and oh man do I love it!<br />2) watch other people have sex/foreplay? yeah<br />3) be in a threesome/orgy? yeppers.<br />4) videotape yourself masturbating/having sex etc? hell no<br />5) let a guy cum on your face? hell hell hell no<br />6) masturbate for a guy? most definetly<br />7) have sex in a movie theatre? if given the chance, I would<br />8) give road head? definetly<br />9) flash your boobs for strangers? maybe if theres money involved<br /><br />Part 4<br />Random <br />1) weirdest place you had sex? on top of a pool table<br />2) ever throw up giving head? almost<br />3) ever fake? rarely<br />4) ever get caught by family member/friend masturbating or having sex? nope!<br />5) ever hook up at school? nope<br />6) ever hook up in a bathroom stall in a public place? no, but i'd like to urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:beautyrhiannon:826 2002-12-31T05:15:16Z 2002-12-31T05:15:16Z I want you to want me Man, I am so bummed out. Shar didn't email me back. Should I take that as a bad sign? I don't know what to think. Damn! Oh well, its probably better that way anyway. It would be too awkward since we work together and everything. I will just keep my crush to myself and leave it at that. If she decides to make a pass, then thats all well and good. Man, I hope she does. O.k. enough. I get goosie bumps just thinking about her. YUMMY! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:beautyrhiannon:739 2002-12-30T05:13:43Z 2002-12-30T05:13:43Z It just dawned on me that it has been over 2 years since I have had the pleasure of kissing another woman passionatly. I would love to just lay in bed and hold a female in my arms and kiss and carress her all night long. I really hate not having someone in my life. I need and want passion and desire badly. Shar called me from work tonight and ask me to go get her food. I went to Mcdonalds for her and *H* and wanted to stay and talk but they were busy. She then called me again later to say thank you again for going out for her. I love the way she looks at me. I want to kiss her so badly that I can almost taste her lips on mine. Damn I want her. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:beautyrhiannon:264 2002-12-29T18:49:53Z 2002-12-29T18:49:53Z I'm a newbie at all this high-tech stuff so it may take me a minute to figure it all out. Hopefully this will end up being as cool as everyone makes it out to be. I just completely exstatic because a friend of my from work told me last night that there are times that she thinks about what it would be like to kiss me. I was so flattered and suddenly became very shy. I don't even know why, except for the fact that perhaps I have had a crush on her for the past 3 months or longer. I dunno...she is so pretty though. We shall see. Yay!!!!!!!!!!